My Friends

I am supposed to do this post last week (or is it another week back?) but I totally forgot about it and I don't have the materials yet. Plus with the slow wifi connection, I am very demotivated to do it.

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I consider almost everyone I know as my friends. My whole course mates are my friends. What matters are whether they are close to me or not.

If we're talking about close friends, I certainly have some which I consider as my close friends.

I don't know whether I am considered as their close friend though.

Let's start with my best friend from my school days.

Photo courtesy of Facebook since I don't have any picture of her or with her. oTL

Her name is Nur Alia Syuhadah Alias.

I call her Alia or simply Al as in 'Ael'.

She is currently studying in Bachelor of Applied Language Studies (Hons.) English For Professional Communication at Universiti Teknologi Mara Shah Alam campus.

If you still remember my previous post titled Myself again, she's that best friend I made when I was around 16 y.o. 

Life made her (and myself) busy and it has been a long time since I talk and chat with her since I didn't want to disturb her. D'8

Next is my close friend when I was in Universiti Teknologi Petronas.

I started to get close to her when I was about to quit the university.

She's the one who comforts me during that time. She listens to my story and my problems when no other friends bother to give me any attention or care about me.

Facebook courtesy again. oTL

Her name is Allia Ellysa. I don't remember her full name it seems... I'm the worst omg oTL

I call her Allia of course with emphasise at the double 'L', All-ia.

Life made her very busy and I didn't dare to disturb her so...I haven't talk and chat with her like, long ago. D'8

Since she have same name like my best friend, I have this small wish to get them meet each other and told them that they are precious to me.

I have several friends that I consider close to me here in Universiti Pendidikan Sultan Idris. 

I started to get close to them by the end of last semester; Semester 2 and the start of this semester; Semester 3. 

They are Siti Nur Kamilah, Elina Fazliana and Nur Ameerah. We kinda form a 'gang' too this semester. Hahaha~ 

But I knew this 'gang' will not last forever no matter how much I wish for it so I will appreciate every moment I have with them.

Courtesy of Ameerah. Please ignore the fact that I edited it.

Above is a picture of me and Nur Ameerah.

We knew each other since 1st semester. 

We're once close but something happened and uh, I kinda get away from her. Not because I hate her but because I care about her.

No details for you.

We became close again at the end of last semester when she have some problems and I kinda be there for her? (I don't know...)

Again, no, I'm not going to tell you the details.

She's like a mother or sister figure to me, to look over me, to take care for me (Since I can't take care of myself and I'm childish remember?) and I appreciate it very very much.

Just the feeling of being there for her and seeing her happy is satisfying for me. I won't ask for more.

I hope our friendship will last forever.

Why do I put some kind of timeline here such as age and period? Because most of the time I am alone and my memories comprises of myself or none at all. I don't have that many close friends and I don't really enjoy people's company. My life is actually boring and repetitive. If you can get me talking to you, you better appreciate it.

Do you know what is painful for me?

Separation.